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my heart breaks, I don't know why.all I feel is this aching inside. everyday I cry,I am searching for something, but I don't know what.I can hear it calling me. It wakes me from my sleep.I can't make out the words my heart tries to speak.I have built too many walls around it,the words it speaks are too faint to hear. the ones who get close, I push away all I want is for some day, someone be here to stay.love me with all your body, heart and soul for all I have to give is myself. I want to love and be loved. every day this hole in my heart grows and it makes me scream within. soon I'll be empty and wont feel a thing, I welcome this numbing feeling that's takes over the pain. His voice becomes clearer and makes me more aware he has knocked down the walls that were once there. he is here to give me all that I need, offering me his love and all the care. he will not let me push him away, he stands tall and he stands firm. his arms never left , from being wrapped tightly around me. it is from his love that I feel now, with his compassion that I see the world around me, the hurt of the world, the broken hearts, the silent screams calling out in need. It is through him that I will find my way. One step at a time, with my God holding my hand I will make it to the promise land. The road ahead will be tough but that’s when Jesus will carry me through. With all the pain we face nothing is too great, kneel down and speak his name, I will knell down next to you and scream it out loud if I have to. He is the healing hand, The loving touch, Trust and Give faith in him, for he is the one who will hug you and never let you go, trust in him he will give you the strength to take on these new battles and you will fight and you will win. Just trust in my lord Jesus Christ Amen and Amen