To My Daughters

Like liquid filled to the rim, splashing out and toppling over the edge
My heart of which contains the love for the two most wonderful things that God has ever blessed me with. Nicole and Amber
My heart was yours before I could even hold you in my arms and see your beautiful face.
My heart over flows from the love that I feel,
I have to give true thanks to God and his amazing grace,
Counting fingers and toes, are days long behind us as we travel the road ahead.
May God take your hand and lead you along the right paths.
Just know that mommy is only one step behind you looking on
and wishing you the best.. Be true to who you are and never settle for less
Remember My love for you will never fade and will always be true.
It is for the smile that I have each day and the joy in my heart that I OWE to you.

Love from mom

Just Me

My life changes today from this moment on
My Children will see me be the very best and living to my full potential
So in turn they will be the best at who they are,

I will love with everything in me,
care for the world , because its my right
stand up for the person next to me
and ignore the one turning his nose up at me because I do

I will forget all the negative my family has taught me
embrace all the positive my children will learn from me

I will cry when I am sad , and also when I am happy
I will touch lives , and see smiles
I will leave my mark on those who cross my path
even if they don't know why,

I'll be the shoulder to lean on,
the listening ear to speak to

I will be loved and broken hearted
But I will move on,

I am random, silly and a little crazy too
But no one can change who I am
For now on,
I can only be me
simply who I was born to be

Just me...

Self Worth

it is what you don't say, but already know that hurts me most

the unspoken words, leaving empty spaces filled with lies

Fake smiles, laughter to hide the void

momentary pleasures don't last long enough

empty touches that fade with the night,

lowering ones self value and placing another on a pedestal

a sad and unrealized mistake on both acts

She's more than this, better

Beautiful, angelic

No one ever sees , she wants to believe

trying to recognize her own self worth